ITS BEEN 2 YEARS...........................

"A FAMILY IS FOREVER ETERNALLY TOGETHER....."  THESE WORDS BRING COMFORT WHEN I REMEMBER MY DAD :)  YESTERDAY MARKED 2 YEARS SINCE HIS DEPARTURE FROM THIS EARTH, AND NOT A DAY GOES BY WHERE I DONT YEARN FOR HIS PHYSICAL PRESENCE. THEY SAY THE FIRST MAN A GIRL FALLS IN LOVE WITH IS HER FATHER AND THIS IS SO TRUE.

MY DAD CAN DO NO WRONG IN MY EYES HECK I SPEAK FOR MY SISTERS TOO, I REMEMBER DURING FHE MY MOTHER WOULD ALWAYS COMPLAIN TO MY DAD AND SAY, HOW ITS NOT FAIR THAT US GIRLS WOULD BEND OVER BACKWARDS FOR OUR DAD, WE NEVER TALKED BACK WE ALWAYS LISTENED WHEN HE SPOKE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MY POOR MOTHER WE ALWAYS HAD SOMETHING TO SAY LOL!!!! MY DAD WOULD ALWAYS LECTURE US SAYING GIRLS, LOVE YOUR MOTHER JUST AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE ME RESPECT HER MORE SHE CARRIED YOU ALL IN HER WOMB FOR 9 MONTHS I DIDNT CARRY YOU, SHE STAYED UP DURING ODD HOURS OF THE NIGHT TO PUT YOU TO BED, A MOTHERS LOVE FOR HER CHILD IS INCOMPARABLE TO ANY LOVE :( BUT WE WERE ALL SO STUBBORN AND STILL LOVED MY DAD SOOOO MUCH :)

BUT NOW THAT IM GOING TO BECOME A MOTHER MYSELF I CANT HELP TO THINK OF MY UNBORN DAUGHTER AND HOW MY DAD IS RIGHT I LOVE MY BABY GIRL SOOO MUCH AND SHE ISNT EVEN HERE YET, OH AND SHE BETTER THINK TWICE IF SHE TRIES TO LOVE HER FATHER MORE THAN ME LOL!!! I THANK HEAVENLY FATHER FOR BLESSING ME WITH SUCH A WONDERFUL DAD, WHO LED BY EXAMPLE, HE WAS SUCH A HUMBLE MAN. WITH A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR, WHO TOOK EVERY MOMENT TO TEACH MY SIBLINGS AND I, AND THERE WERE PLENTY OF TIMES WHEN WE SAT THERE THINKING TO OURSELVES, "GOSH DAD YOU SAY THIS ALL THE TIME." AND ITS LIKE HE READ OUR MINDS BECAUSE HE WOULD CONCLUDE BY SAYING KIDS I KNOW YOUR SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ME REPEAT MYSELF OVER AND OVER BUT THERE WILL COME A TIME WHEN I WONT BE HEAR, AND YOU WONT HEAR MY VOICE. THEN YOU WILL WISH I WAS HEAR SPEAKING TO YOU AGAIN.

OH WHAT A GREAT MAN HE WAS, AND BOY WAS HE RIGHT MISSING HIM EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY, I LOOK AT MY HUSBAND AND HOW HE HAS BOTH HIS PARENTS AND I ENVY THAT, MY FAMILY SEEMS INCOMPLETE MY DAD WAS A HUGE PART OF MY LIFE AND EVERY MILESTONE I ACCOMPLISH THE FIRST PERSON I THINK OF IS MY DAD, WHEN I GOT PREGNANT I REMEMBER BEING AT THE TEMPLE AND TELLING MY DAD HOW HES FINALLY GOING TO BE A GRANDPA, AND THEN GIGGLING TO MYSELF BECAUSE I CAN TOTALLY HEAR MY DAD SAYING LUSEANE WHY DID YOU WAIT SO LONG TO GIVE ME A BABY LOL!!!! MY DAD HAD A WAY OF TURNING EVERYTHING INTO A JOKE. I STRONGLY BELIEVE THAT OUR MY FAMILY WILL BE REUNITED AND OUR TIME APART IS JUST TEMPORARY, I LOVE MY FAMILY AND DAD TIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!! 


THATS MY HANDSOME DADDY!!!!



25 weeks AKA 6months......

HELLO BLOG WORLD,

SO IM OFFICIALLY 25 WEEKS PREGGO, AND I FEEL BIGGER THAN A HOUSE,  MY BABY GIRL IS KICKING LIKE CRAZY, I'VE GAINED 20 POUNDS SO FAR AND IM ALWAYS ON THE VERGE OF TEARS WHEN I THINK ABOUT IT :(  I WISH I WAS ONE OF THOSE LUCKY GIRLS WHO COULD PROUDLY SAY NO STRETCH MARKS ON MY BODY BUT NOPE IM UNFORTUNATELY PART OF THE 98% WHO DOES HAVE THEM, AND BOY IS IT SCARY TO LOOK AT :(  ITS OK AS LONG AS I KNOW BABY GIRL IS HEALTHY AND GROWING STRONG.

NO WEIRD CRAVINGS, JUST EATING EVERYTHING IN SIGHT AND CRAVING DR PEPPER LOL!!! MY GUILTY PLEASURE THAT MAKES MY HUBBY WANT TO STRANGLE ME, THE OTHER DAY MY HUBBY AND I WERE AT BABY GAP LOOKING FOR CLOTHES FOR OUR NEPHEW, I DRIFTED TO THE LIL GIRLS SECTION AND HAD A BUNCH OF THINGS PICKED OUT FOR MY BABY LOL!!!! TALK ABOUT A CRAZY MOTHER RIGHT I JUST COULDNT HELP IT BUT DONT WORRY MY HUBBY SNAPPED ME RIGHT OUT OF IT, AND MADE ME PUT EVERYHING BACK, LOL!!!! WAY TO KILL MY BUZZ .... HE SAID WAIT TIL SHES HERE BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!

15 MORE WEEKS TO GO AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU BABY GIRL, HOLD YOU, AND THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE MOST EASIEST PREGNANCY ANY WOMAN COULD ASK FOR, I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU UNCONDITIONALLY, TEACH YOU OF THE GOSPEL, AND DRESS YOU UP LIKE MY VERY OWN LIL DOLL :)

AT WORK AND TAKING A PIC OF MY BIG BELLY (25 WEEKS 6MONTHS)