MY FIRST BLOG!!!! AND IM SO GIDDY :)

HELLO BLOG WORLD,

TODAY IS OFFICIALLY MY FIRST DAY OF BLOGGING!!! AND I COULDNT BE MORE EXCITED I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE APART OF THE BLOGGING WORLD AND I CANT BELIEVE I'VE ACTUALLY COME AROUND TO DOING IT YAY!!! NANE(<--ME) LOL!!! I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THOSE BLOGGERS OUT THERE WHO HAVE INSPIRED ME TO BEGING MY OWN, I LOVE HOW EVERYONE IS JUST ABLE TO FREELY WRITE WHATEVERS ON THERE MIND, ONE OF THE REASONS WHY I DECIDED TO BLOG WAS BECAUSE I WANTED TO BEGIN KEEPING A JOURNAL ALSO SO I CAN DOCUEMENT MY LIFE ESPECIALLY WITH EVERYTHING GOING ON RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE.

FIRST THINGS FIRST ITS ALMOST MY DADS BIRTHDAY HE WILL BE 52 ON THE 23RD OF THIS MONTH OH HOW I WOULD HAVE LOVED TO CELEBRATE JUST ONE MORE BIRTHDAY WITH HIM, I MISS HIS SWEET SMILE AND HANDSOME FACE, I LOVE HOW HE ALWAYS KNOWS WHAT HES GOIN TO GET BUT YET HE ALWAYS ACTS SURPRISE BECAUSE HE KNOWS THAT MAKES US HIS CHILDREN FEEL GOOD :) THE BEST FATHER A GIRL CAN EVER HAVE AND HOW GRATEFUL I AM TO BE HIS DAUGHTER. THIS WILL BE THE FIRST YEAR WE CELEBRATE MY DADS BIRTHDAY WHILE HES ON THE OTHERSIDE, SO WERE NOT QUITE SURE WHAT WERE GOING TO DO, I REMEMBER WHEN HE TURNED 50 HE WANTED A TRUCK FOR HIS BIRTHDAY SO WE GOT HIM A USED DODGE RAM HE LOVED IT FOR ABOUT A MONTH AND THEN HE BEGAN TO COMPLAIN ABOUT HOW HE THOUGHT THERE WOULD BE MORE FEAUTRES TO HIS CAR AND HOW HE REALLY WASNT A FAN OF DODGE CARS FOR A MILLION REASONS, SO MY SISTERS AND I DECIDED FOR HIS 51ST WE WILL UPGRADE HIS TRUCK, WE GOT HIM A BRAND NEW FORD F-150 OH MY DAD LOVED IT HE WASHED IT EVERYOTHER DAY, AND A GIFT THAT MY DAD ALWAYS KNEW WE WOULD GET HIM WAS COLOGNE HE LOVED TO SMELL GOOD :) HIS LAST COLOGNE WE GOT HIM BEFORE HE LEFT US WAS VERSACE EVERTIME I SMELL IT I THINK OF HIM :( BUT PICS WILL SOON COME....

I HAVE A WONDERFUL FIANCE THATS HIM :)  WHOM I ADORE SO MUCH!!! THIS WEEK HES BEEN SO BUSY WITH A FUNERAL IN HIS FAMILY I FELT A BIT NEGLECTED I KNOW TOTALLY SELFISH ON MY BEHALF BUT HEY I CANT HELP IT, I LOVE HAVING HIS UNDIVIDED ATTENTION :) BUT THE BURIAL WAS TODAY AND NOW HES BACK TO BEING MY BFF, LATELY HES BEEN TRYING TO MOTIVATE MY HEFER SELF TO LOSE WEIGHT AND IT HASNT BEEN AS EFFECTIVE AS I WOULD LIKE IT TO BE HE THINKS REVERSE PSYCHOLOGY WOULD WORK BUT LITTLE DOES HE KNOW I FLIPPEN HATE IT WITH A PASSION UUUGGGHHH!!! MY GOAL IS TO LOSE 20POUNDS BY THE END OF OCTOBER I KNOW KINDA SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE BUT DO-ABLE :) THATS WHEN WE PLAN TO TAKE OUR ENGAEMENT PICS CAN YOU BELIEVE SINCE WE HAVE BEEN DATING I HAVE GAINED 30 POUNDS :( SO CRAZY I BLAME HIM FOR EVERY SINGLE POUND IVE GAINED LOL!! IM KIDDING ITS PARTIALLY ME BUT MAINLY HIM ALL WE DO IS EAT TOGETHER LIKE EVERYWHERE WHEN I FIRST MET HIM I WAS A REALLY PICKY EATER BUT HE HAS MADE ME TRY EVERYTHING I WASNT USE TO EATING OK I CAN GO ON AND ON ABOUT LOSING WEIGHT BUT THAT COULD BE A BLOG IN ITS OWN...

MY SISTER CHEE WAS MAKING FUN OF ME BECAUSE IM STARTING A BLOG, SHE SAID WHAT IN THE WORLD WOULD I HAVE TO WRITE TO WRITE ABOUT, SHES REALLY GIFTED WHEN SHE WAS YOUNGER SHE WOULD ALWAYS WRITE "BARS" WHICH IS KINDA LIKE A RAPPER LOL!! SO I ALWAYS TELL EVERYONE WE COME IN CONTACT THAT MY SISTERS A RAPPER AND SHE HATED IT, I DID IT JUST TO GET HER MAD AND KINDA EMBARRASS HER BUT HONESTLY SHE IS GOO, I WOULD CONSIDER CHEE MY BIGGEST COMPETITION SHE 4YEARS YOUNGER BUT WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN PRETTY MUCH THE SAME SIZE LOL!!! WE ALWAYS COMPETED ON WHOS CAN LOSE THE MOST WEIGHT, WHO CAN RUN THE LONGEST, AND WE ARE BOTH OVERLY DRAMATIC SO WE WOULD ALWAYS MAKE OUR OWN LIL COMMERICALS AND USE OUR OTHER SIBS TO JUDGE US ON THE SCRIPTS WE READ  AND SEE WHO DID BEST, OF COURSE WE PUT OUR SIBBLINGS IN A WEIRD POSITIONS SO THEY WOULD ALWAYS SAY IT WAS A TIE HAHAHA!!!! BUT I LOVE HER LIKE NO OTHER AND OF COURSE IM THE BEST :)

ABOUT TO CALL IT A NIGHT CAUSE I'M SKYPING WITH MY BOO RIGHT NOW :)