BABY MAMA TO BE......

HELLO BLOG WORLD,

ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER DOLLAR :) IM OFFICIALLY 12WEEKS TODAY AS IN 12 WEEKS PREGGO LOL!! I'M STILL IN SHOCK I HAVE A BABY LIVING INSIDE OF ME AND ITS GROWING AND HAS A HEAR BEAT, ITS FUNNY HOW I LITERALLY JUST GOT MARRIED AND NOW IM HAVING A BABY, I KNEW I WAS GOING TO BE A MOMMY I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHEN AND IM TRULY BLESSED HEAVENLY FATHER HAS ENTRUSTED MY HUBBY AND WITH THIS SWEET SPIRIT.

I STILL REMEMBER THE DAY MY GRANDMOTHER PASSED AWAY I FELT DIFFERENT LIKE I KNEW I WAS PREGNANT, ITS REALLY HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT I JUST REMEMBER WAKING UP TO BAD NEWS BUT FOR SOME REASON FEELING VERY BLESSED AND A WEEK AFTER MY GRANDMOTHER IS PASSING I PICKED UP A PREGNANCY TEST, EVEN THOUGH I WAS SURE I WAS CARRYING SOMETHING IN ME I JUST HAD TO BE CONFIRMED. 


WENT TO SAFEWAY BEFORE GOING TO WORK AND PICKED THIS UP :)

AND THEN I RECIEVED THE CONFIRMATION I KNEW ALL ALONG A BIG YES WITHIN MINUTES :) I SAID A QUICK PRAYER TO THANK HEAVENLY FATHER FOR BLESSING MY HUSBAND AND I WITH SUCH A WONDERFUL BLESSING, I CALLED MY HUSBAND AND TOLD HIM THE NEWS, HE WAS EXCITED I CAN TELL HES TOTALLY READY TO BE A DADDY, I'M NOT SURE WHOS MORE HAPPY MY HUBBY OR MY FAMILY LOL!!! I THINK OF ALL THE TRIALS MY FAMILY HAS FACED ESPECIALLY MY MOTHER LOSING MY DAD A YEAR AGO AND THEN LOSING HER MOM THIS YEAR, SHES SO STRONG AND HAS MANAGED TO CONTINUE TO LIVE LIFE AND RAISE OUR LITTLE FAMILY, I THINK MY MOM IS MORE EXCITED AND IM JUST SO HAPPY THAT WE WERE BLESSED TO GIVE HER, HER VERY FIRST GRANDCHILD :) I THINK OF MY SWEET DADS FACE AND HOW HE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A GRANDPA AND WOULD PRESSURE US TO GET MARRIED LOL!!! HE LOVED OUR BABY COUSIN PAULA AND WAS ALWAYS SO PROUD AS IF IT WERE HIS GRANDSON :) HE WOULD HOLD HIM DURING CHURCH PLAY WITH HIM DURING THE DAY AND EVEN SLEEP WITH HIM AT NIGHT, I'M ALWAYS SADDENED TO KNOW HE ISNT HERE, BUT I CANT HELP TO SMILE KNOWING THAT MY DAD HAS ALREADY MET OUR BABY AND KNEW HIM BEFORE ME :) I LOVE MY DAD AND I WILL MAKE SURE MY BABY KNOWS WHAT A GREAT MAN HIS GRANDPA WAS :)

MY BABY HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO ME NO MORNING SICKNESS, JUST A BIT NAUSEA BUT NOTHING FOOD CANT CURE LOL!!! SERIOUSLY I ONLY FEEL SICK IF I HAVE AN EMPTY STOMACH SO IM CONSTANTLY EATING LOL!!! EVERY ONE IS CONVINCED IM HAVING A BOY AND IM AT THE POINT WHERE I'VE EXCEPTED IT LOL!! BUT LIKE EVERY WOMAN I WANTED A GIRL HAHAHA!!! JUST CAUSE GIRLS ARE SO MUCH MORE FUN AND THEY WONT LEAVE YOU WHEN THEY GET OLDER, BOYS ALWAYS FOLLOW THERE WIVES :) BUT ITS OK AS LONG AS BABY BOY IS HEALTHY AND STRONG THATS ALL THAT MATTERS BESIDES NOW BABY MISI WILL HAVE A LITTLE BROTHER AND THESE 2 LITTLE HEAR BREAKERS WILL BE BESTIES :)

I'M TRYING TO GET HUBBY TO TAKE PICS OF MY BELLY JUST TO TRACK HOW BIG IT GETS BUT HES ALWAYS PUTTING IT OFF LOL!!! ITS REALLY NOTHING CUTE YET JUST BIG AND SLOPPY  EWWWW :( CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU BABY BOY, MOMMY AND DADDY WILL LOVE YOU AND DO OUR BEST TO RAISE YOU HOW HF WANTS US TOO :)